that for one day, i can be a normal person without health complications. 

:( 

my anxiety has been terrible, trying to deal without meds-___-

i feel like something is missing. wahh. sad mood. :( maybe its just because im sick.

I hope summer gets good soon! 

xxjaninipanini: youre a lot like your mom

xxjaninipanini: and dont even realize it

fightoffyrdms: lmao well you know what

fightoffyrdms: going away to college made me realize that my moms a pretty awesome lady

fightoffyrdms: and i love her

xxjaninipanini: LMAO.

fightoffyrdms: so im actually okay with that

fightoffyrdms: LOL STOP

I really feel like me, and my life are going to shit. I cant even breathe with anxiety right now. Killing myself sounds reasonable..and obviously im not thinking rationally and im ranting and i dont normally but im seriously bugging the fuck out. Going to break down and cry now. k bye. ill regret this later.